The smell of chips is devine..

Soooooo its been a few days since my last post and well the past few days have been, in a word, shit. I managed to have my 600 cals on friday and got through the hunger pangs I experienced at night however it was a friends house party last night (saturday) and I ate far much more than I intended throughout the day, however only had 3/4 can of fosters so did pretty well drink calorie wise. Good news in though I got up this morning and when I got to my bf's measured myself, only gained an inch on my boobs and half an inch on my waist which will be easier to get off through restricting than it would be had it of gone on my hips :/ luckily it didnt so back on 600 cals today and well all I can smell as my bf plays dead space is fuckin chips, talk about human torture!! I need them so much, I tried to curb my cravings by having an apple and banana but nada only filled me up for like half an hour and now my bf's dad just walked in with chips.....so annoyed, its like food purposely tries to get at me. Well I'm gonna be storng and not give in! God knows how long I'll be sat here though (my bfs dog is ill and well I wanted to go downstairs so he wasnt on his own) anyway onto brighter things...

I finally know what I am going to do with my hair :) I dyed it black again the other day but am going to have either deep red or deep purple slices in it and cut a but like this style I've found (natalie portman) so hopefully in nearly a weeks time I will have a nice style to go with a slightly better figure - gonna work my fat arse off this week, once more inch off my hips would be a godsend!

Onto more brighter things think me, my bf and my friend and her bf are going to go on holiday in July - its too early to make things for definite but we have looked on some sites and decided on where to go, its just when but will be sometime in July, will update on this once I know more.

Anyway onto trawling the net for a couple of hours so will post in a few days

xx